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Tuesday, April 03, 2007
4/03/2007 11:18:00 PM
Alright, here i am again.

I just read meiqi's blog, a very long ago entry saying about this girl dying at only 17 while jogging. Actually i really felt for her parents, her relatives, her friends.. i even felt like crying after i read the entry. Meiqi's right. We should cherish ppl around us because we dont know when we'll leave this world. im not cursing you guys also but maybe its time we sit back and really do some soul searching.

Actually, im really proud of myself because i forgave the girl who once made my life hell in primary school. I never wanted to forgive her but the good memories are always nicer to think about than the bad ones. i have shared many nice memories with her and eventually we started talking again. even tho we arent anymore now since we are all in different schools, but once in a while, i will still think of her as the nice girl i once knew.

Imagine i didnt get the chance to talk to her again and one of us died.. will we live in regret? yes, we so will.

I also want to say my deepest condolense to her parents and i'll say a little prayer for her.

I once read this book about life and there's this phrase, "Don't look back on the dead, they won't rise again. Just turn and walk away." The phrase is something like that lah but the meaning is there. At first i thought the phrase was rather rude but my cousin told me yes, its a little harsh but the writer is right.

And yeah, he's right. We should move on in our lifes. Nothing is forever, whether you like it or not. Instead of brooding over something you know wont come alive anymore, be it a life, be it a relationship, be it a feeling... well, we'll have to face it. actually moving on is hard but not moving is harder.

I've moved on. I forget about things that i know i shouldnt even be thinking about. everyone i believe has done that a lot of times in their live before only that they didnt know it.

But cry when you feel like it. Think about the dead, yes, but move on.

And like what m did, i want to lend this time to tell my parents, my kor, my younger bro how much i love them. To my friends, its fate we can be friends and i really cherish you guys. Even friends whom im not in touch with anymore, my kindergaten friends, my pri school friends, i will always remember how much fun we had together. Every person that crossed my path in life i believe is fate so its really special. In case i didnt have the chance to say this to you guys in person, always check back my blog and let me remind you guys that i really really love you. =))
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