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Thursday, April 26, 2007
4/26/2007 09:13:00 PM
Today i went back to hss to take my cert. I went with yanting. We met at 11 plus and we took the cab down to hss cos it was raining and i dont have an umbrella.

And we reach around 11.10 and went to the GO to collect our certs. We went to the canteen to look for yinkhay and andy and the rest after that cos they were having reccess.

The minute we walk into the canteen my heasd just automatically turn towards to the left because thats where J always sits. I think i saw him look up at us but i turn away quickly to avoid awkward glances.

So i went to find yinkhay and exchanged a few lines. Then yan ting spotted andy so i msged him. He ask me where i am but he saw me before i reply his message. Haha, his action is so super cute!!!

And i was waving so super hard. lol. Crazy ppl.

Then after that i saw j walking past him so i looked at him. I thought he saw me so i smiled at him but he didnt smile back, so ya.

Nvm. I went to find andy instead. And when i was walking towards him i saw j behind us but i still went to do it. I went to ruffle andy's hair. Im like, kelin!!! J is behind you!! But i still did it i dunno why. And we chatted with andy for awhile and he has to go back to class so we walk him back.

And we walk past j again and he so obviously saw us like how obviously he saw me ruffle andy's hair. Oh my god.

And i was teling yan ting i feel very bad and like im betraying him. But andy is my friend too. And we are quite clickable too. But why i feel like im betraying j?

And i do have fun with andy.

But never mind. When we were walking back to class to him, we ask him whether he is having mr tan's class now. And that blur bloke, he say he doesnt know. So in the end we didnt follow him all the way up. We just see him to level one staircase and we left.

When we reach the foyer, yan ting spotted mr tan and we were so happy and jumping around lol. We ask him what lesson he is having now and he said pure phy at 4e1!! lol. So we followed him to class.

And when we reach his class, andy saw us and said wah, chan liao lah!! Haha!!! So funny!!!

Actually mr tan ask us to go to 4e2 cos they having combine phy and j is in 4e2. But we said we dont want la cos we want to go for his lesson. lol. And when we greet him, its like, wahhhh i miss hss!!! I MISS HSS!!!!!

I miss greeting teachers in class!!

Sigh.

After lesson we walk to staff room with mr tan. And on the way i saw this gigantic banner with students's picture on it. I saw j's photo there and i told mr tan i want my face there too. We ask him why got this banner he say its for national education. And he's in charge also. Co-in charge tho.

lol. Funny. Then we saw a lot more teachers including mdm choo!!! Very long never see her already and the two of us was like screaming at each other. In the staff room. lol.

Cool teacher. We chatted a while about poly and stuff and then she went in and we saw mr chong. And we told mr chong we scratched his car. lol. And cos yan ting was swearing in front of him and im like, oi, you talking to teacher leh. And then she's like, what teacher, we are friends lah!! Haha, so i tap mr chong's shoulder and say, ya lor! Brother!!

Haha, we are crazy ppl.

But its super funny lah!! And ten we saw mr tan and he told us he have to leave for a course soon. So we said ok lor we see him on sat and then we were walking away. Then he called us back and ask us is it want to go canteen and we said yes. Then he say very paisae cos everytime we go back he got no time to entertain us. So we were like, aiyo nvm lah!! lol!!

But he ask us to wait for him. So we waited. And he came out giving us each a packet of FRUIT FLAKES!!! I'm so touched man!! But cos he passed it to yan ting the two packet cos she was closer to her so i took one packet and gave it back to mr tan and ask him to give it to me directly to have the feel!!! Haha, so he passed it to me himself like giving me award like that. lol.

I know its like super impossible mr tan will be reading this but if you are, thank you mr tan!!!! WE LOVE MR TAN!!!!!

I'm really so touched!!!!

Then after that we went to the canteen to eat and went to tiong to buy my stuff. Haha, i feel like spending money again so i bought a file, a pen at popular, a pen and a notebook at more than words. Lol. Actually of all the things, only the file is something i really needed but nvm.

We went to comic connection and tenchi afterwards and spend a lot of time there. We went home after that and yan ting came to my house at around 530. We chatted with andyon msn and he sounds really troubled.

So i told him he sounds uncharacterised and he ask me not to ask him why so i said ok. But i told him if he need any help can always just call me and he said ok. I dunno man but i feel very troubled also because of his mood. Sigh. I am a wierd person. I am.

But i appeared offline cos i want feeling very good lah. But lucky yan ting is with me so actually still ok.

Then around seven plus we walk to tiong to meet fiona and li wen cos fiona want to borrow yan ting's puma bag. We actually suppose to be there for a while but we ended up chatting there for so long!!

Li wen and fiona is still as funny as before and they told us some jokes which was super funny!!! And we took photos.. I will upload them later.

And we had super lots of fun!! And they taught us some tricks to trick friends. And they also taught us the goodbye hand signs. So cool man!!

I miss them so much!! We promised to hang out together again soon. Cant wait man!! Yippeee!!

Too bad they are going away for a a cruise with their school so they cant join us on sat for speech day.

But we'll meet up soon!!

After tht yan ting came back to my house to collect her stuffs cos she left it here when we left.

And i just talked to j online. I ask him if he saw me smiling at him and he's like ya i think so. And he ask him if i still have my phy text. I went to search and i told him i still have it. S he ask me when im going back to school again cos he got his mid now. I said sat lor then i ask him to msg me when he's free cos he's performing. And!!! He told me he never save my number last time. Its like, im so sad lor!!!

I gave it to him leh and he actually never save it. Like he cant be bothered at all. And he only look for me when he needs help. I feel so used. But thinking about it, its better than he's not talking to me. And i havent beem very loyal to him too even tho i have stopped spotting for hot guys lesser and lesser. And i have been doing things to andy in front of him.

Maybe he talked to me like that today was because he was disturbed by my actions towards andy?

So i should compromise also cos i havent been very loyal to him either. Even tho we arent committing to anything but i just have this feeling. Sigh.
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