I know you want it.
Monday, August 13, 2007
8/13/2007 11:35:00 PM
I cannot cry,
These tired eyes remain so dry,
And yet my spirit writhes in pain.
I cannot cry.

Why can’t I cry?
When did impassioned eyes go dry?
Mocking the heavy rain.
I cannot cry.

I dare not cry,
These fears will fill this desert dry,
For tears will flood this helpless plain.
I cannot cry.

I want to cry,
I cannot let these cheeks go dry,
The rain must break these window panes,
I need to cry.

-I ripped this off a-man-of-words' blog, and i can't help but say, damn, i couldn't have put my feelings into words as well as he did.

...

Just when i thought i wasn't the only one feeling lonely, the painful truth sets upon me, almost as if its shouting, "Yes, look around you, no one's like you, no one's feeling the same way as you do!"

I know, and i've tried to be strong.

But i can't face the truth. They all say, truth hurts. How right can they be?

I saw how happy you were as you posed for the camera, as her hands go around your shoulders, touching you. I saw that look on your face, and i realise, that look was never meant only for me. Maybe it wasn't even meant for me. I read how people talk about you, with that loving tone that cuts my heart into million pieces.

I know, and i've tried to be strong.

But a stab in the heart left me here, dying.
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