Wednesday, October 03, 2007
10/03/2007 10:53:00 PM
One day, if i am able to pluck up that much of a courage, i would go up to him and ask, "Why?"
Why is it that in life, you don't get all the things you wanted, but you get all the things we wished you never will have. Why can't i just be brave enough for once? Why haven't i been brave? Why am i only regretting it now that its over? I wish i could be like Tian Tian, always high in spirits. But i know, she's hurting inside, i can feel it, i understand it. I wish i could hide those emotions behind her laughter. I wish i could help her.
I know she'll be strong. Its alright to have an alter ego, everyone needs one.
But i wish i wouldn't need to hide behind my smiles, i wish i could just cry and let it all out. I wish i could mend my own heart because i know nobody would. I hope i could feel a little better. Just a little, and i'll be greatful.
And how i wish he meant it when he told me he love me. It feels good to have someone telling you that. But i'm a creep i know, i wish he could be someone else.
Please, give me the strength i'll need. I don't want to break down right now.
The APPLE
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Prefectorial Board'04-06
HeadFirstForHalos'05
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Digital Camera
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Unlimited flow of Soba/Sashimi
New pair of covered shoes
New Spectacles
New sports shoes
New clothes
More spongebobs!
New water bottle
Go Thailand
Solve my rubiks
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Learn dancing,
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Slim down
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