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Sunday, October 28, 2007
10/28/2007 01:58:00 AM
Something made me think twice about the desicion i almost made. Because right now, i don't know what i really wanted. And i'm so torn.

Because it felt so right when i'm talking to you and i wish you could stay here with me all night. But at the same time, it felt right talking to another you even though we always end up quarelling nowadays. I really don't know what i want because between the two of you, i'll have to make a desicion one day. I wish i will make the right choice. Or in the end, i'll give the both of you up. Maybe that will be the best, isn't it?

I really don't know. I hate to make desicions like this. I hope i will wake up in the morning and know what to do with this. But somehow i know the answer. One, either he's hurt, or two, i'm hurt. Should i be selfish and left him hurt?

I don't know. This is getting nowhere. I don't even think you understand what i'm talking about. I'm just really scared to break anyone's heart at the end of this. I really don't want to break any heart. But eventually it'll happen, right? So what should i do? I don't know what i should do. I really really don't want to break any heart.

Oh God, please just pull me out of this.
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